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• I'm just a woman trying to make sense of life's ups and downs. Nothing is ever black and white, so I find myself stuck in the greyness, trying to apply logic to the world we live in. Please feel free to join me and to invite me on your journey as well.

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  This blog is a part of my lifelong quest for healing. I am 42 years old and have only been “happy” for the past 10. My childhood and young adulthood brought much misery. I only found peace when I learned to love myself, which was soon followed by finding the love of my life. My husband is the first person to KNOW me completely, some things even before I was able to accept or acknowledge myself. I am a master at compartmentalizing. I have locked things away for so long that I am surprised when they surface in my consciousness. This was finally apparent to me when I had a traumatic experience and I went to my therapist and said “I don’ t want to forget this time, I need to remember this, or else …”. I can bury pain within days of an event, DAYS. It’s a numbness that I can’t even penetrate when I want to. I am not a victim. I am the high school drop out that earned a college degree just so I could prove everyone wrong. I am the mother, daughter, and wife that loves unconditionally. I am a survivor, my story is about resilience. It’s about bringing hope to the hopeless.

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